i wanna be

Imagine if the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl imagine if you needed advise about some other guy,
I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just tryna' to make sure I'm that body that you call your man.
And anytime you need a shoulder, it sure's not a day,
but what I'm tryna' say is, I wanna be...

The last one you call late at night...
First one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be one that ain't gon' hurt you,
I wanna be yeah...
wanna be yeah.
Be the man making your girls jealous,
be the guy shutting down all the fellas
what ever u need girl it's all on me.
Your soldier, your friend, or your lover. Girl, I wanna be...

Would it be cool, would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip u was pushing was the one I bought for you.
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin',
be the only one that I...
Have you thought about it, wait, really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'Cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...

The last one you call late at night...
First one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah...
wanna be yeah.
Be the man making your girls jealous,
be the guy shutting down all the fellas
what ever u need girl it's all on me.
Your soldier, your friend, or your lover. Girl, I wanna be...

Put me on your screen saver,
all over your myspace and,
make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for,
stand up for and fightin' for...
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl...

Cross my heart hope to die,
on everything that's good, I'm a do you right,
show you right,
get this understood.
Cross my heart hope to die,
on everything that's good,
I'm a do you right show you right,
get this understood...

The last one you call late at night...
First one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be one that ain't gon' hurt you,
I wanna be yeah...
wanna be yeah.
Be the man making your girls jealous,
be the guy shutting down all the fellas
what ever u need girl it's all on me.
Your soldier, your friend, or your lover. Girl, I wanna be...

bust it

Yea Yea... so now,
They say he's an entertainer, slow down
Your just one more, he don't respect you
He just gonna hurt you and neglect you
Well let em say what they wanna, yeaah
I made a promise, yeaah,
To do you right and I'm gonna, heyy
Girl id do everything I can,
To prove I'm a better man,
Than ya friends think I am...

She got me speedin in the fast lane,
Pedal to the floor man, tryna get back to her love...
Best believe she got that good thang,
She my lil hood thing, ask around they know us...
They know that's mine.

if love had a song, this would be it

If love had a song,this would be it.

Let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine

The memory of this still reminds me of you.
The heart is jaded,the mind is weak.

Surrounded by a million people,
yet somehow,
the ability to feel alone still remains.

Riding on an all-time low...
But it'll be alright.
Cause,I've got
you.

The little things that make it all a little better.

Waiting for a hero..
Aren't we all?

missing you;
like lightning miss the rain.
they need a little rescue here;
sinking ships,
that's what it is.

Waiting for a star to fall.
Embracing sparks of joy,
amidst the darken skies.

Seasons may change, winter to spring
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide

I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher

Of pleasures and pain
cause if you're not really here,
the stars don't even matter.

I am no superman
I have no answers for you
I am no hero, oh that's for sure
But I do know one thing
Where you are is where I belong
I do know where you go is where I want to be

Standing in the rain ain’t gonna leave you dry.

Strawberry reminders.
Jumbled and tumbled inside out.
Escaping in a whole new way,
what that is foreign might be better than familiar.

I'm hanging in there,
so please find me
somehow.

i wanna..

i was inspired to write this late at night when i had nothing better to do and suddenly the thought of her crossed my mind.and i realized that i missed her so very much.=)

I wanna sleep,
waking up to know that you'd love me again.
I wanna fly,
knowing that i can touch the sky.
with something to gain.
I wanna feel,
like i can do anything.
without feeling an ounce of pain.
I wanna see,
us together again.
knowing that its not impossible.
i wanna run,
chasing after you.
knowing that i can reach you in time.
i wanna be,
anything that i want to be.
without having to fail in something.
I wanna dive,
in oceans so deep.
that no one will ever find me.
I wanna shout,
till the whole world hears me.
knowing that they understand.
I wanna tell you,
how much i care.
knowing that you know how great my love is for you.
I wanna hold you,
so tight.
knowing that i would never have to let you go.
I wanna love you,
with all my heart.
knowing that you'd love me the same way too.
I wanna smile,
and look in your eyes.
knowing that you'd love me for real.
I wanna know,
if its all worth it.
without having to waste another second of life.
I wanna matter,
just like everyone else.
knowing that I mean something to you.
I wanna spend,
every last second of my life with you.
knowing that it was worth it because you existed
and made a difference in my life.
I wanna...

nelz 08

you wont regret it.=p

DONT CLICK HERE!

tagged by brennies!

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?:
`define like.LOL

.
2. Do they know it?:
` hmm..define them.xD
.
3. Simple or complicated?:
` everythings complicated.


IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
4. Bought something:
` does food count?xD

.
5. Gotten sick?:
` yeahh...till now.

.
6. Been hugged?:
` not that i remember.

.
7. Felt stupid?:
` everyday..

.
8. Talked to an ex:
` yes?

.
9. Missed someone:
` everyday.

.
10. Failed a test:
` No

.
11. Danced:
` yeah

.
12. Gotten your hair cut?:
` yes

.
13. Lied:
` countless times.


U N I Q U E
14. Nervous habits?:
` many.

.
15. Are you double jointed?:
` no.

.
16. Can you roll your tongue?:
` yes

.
17. Can you raise one eyebrow?:
` yes.

.
18. Can you cross your eyes?:
` Yea

.
19. Do you make your bed daily?:
` no.

.
20. Do you think you are unique?:
` very much


H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
21. Said "I Love you":
` yeah.

.
22. Given money to a homeless person:
` yes

.
23. Smoked?:
` nahh.

.
24. Waited all night for a phone call?:
` no

.
25. Snuck out?:
` nahh.

.
26. Sat and looked at the stars?:
` all the time.

.

M A N N E R S
27. Do you swear/curse?:
` more than u can think.

.
28. Do you ever spit?:
` yes.

.
29. You cook your own food?
` yes.

.
30. You do your own chores?:
` yes..

.
31. You like beef jerky?:
` nvr tried

.
32. You're happy with your life?:
` hmm.not exactly?

.
33. You own a dog?:
` used to.died.

.
34. You spend your money wisely?:
` apparently.

.
35. Do you like to swim?:
` used to.

.
36. When you get bored do you call a friend:
` nope.i let them call.lol

.

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
37. Flowers or angels?:
` angels?

.
38. Gray or black?:
` black.

.
39. Color or black and white photos?:
` Black and white.

.
40. Lust or love?:
` depends.lust for?

.
41. Sunrise or sunset?:
` both.sat on a beach watchin d sun rise thinkin of her.=)

.
42. M&Ms or Skittles?:
` damn..both rocks.T,T

.
43. Staying up late or waking up early?:
` staying up late

.
44. Being hot or cold?:
` jus the right heat will do.

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45. Winter or Fall?:
` fall.its cold enough.dont need the snow

.
46. Left or right?:
` left.

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47. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?:
` 2 best friends.

.
48. Sunshine or rain?:
` rain.


M O R E-H A V E-Y O U-E V E R'S
49. Been Dumped?:
` yes...

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50. Stolen money from a friend?:
` no.

.
51. Been in a fist fight?:
` yes.

.
52. Snuck out of your house?:
` no.no reason to.

.
53. Had a crush on a teacher?:
` what?!
.

54. Seen someone die?:
` been injured like shit got la.dont think got die.

.
55. Been on an airplane?
` yeah.

.
56. Slept all day?:
` once.

.
57. Missed someone so much it hurt?:
` yeah.

.
58. Fallen asleep during school?:
` countless.

.
59. Been lonely?
` yes..

.
60. Cheated in a game?:
` many.

.
61. Been to the ER?:
` ER?EASTER RALLY?xDD.

.
62. Been in a car accident?:
` yes.passed out.skipped 3 months of school.at the age of 9.

.
63. Had detention?:
` no.

.
64. Missed your first love?:
` hmm.no?

.
65. Cried yourself to sleep?:
` once.

.
66. Sung in the shower?:
` everyday.

.
67. Kissed a complete stranger?:
` excuse you.==

.
68. Laughed so hard you cried?:
` yea.

.
69. Cheated on a bf/gf?:
` no.

.
70. Regretted hurting someone?:
` yes.

.
71. Regretted loving someone?:
` very very much.....

I TAG:
everyone who hasnt done this yet.
lazy to find names.
im moodless.

love is..

THROUGH LOVE all that is bitter will be sweet
Through Love all that is copper will be gold.
Through Love all dregs will turn to purest wine
Through Love all pain will turn to medicine.
Through Love the dead will all become alive.
Through Love the king will turn into a slave!

Passion makes the old medicine new:
Passion lops off the bough of weariness.
Passion is the elixir that renews:
how can there be weariness
when passion is present?
Oh, don't sigh heavily from fatigue:
seek passion, seek passion, seek passion!

The intellectual is always showing off,
the lover is always getting lost.
The intellectual runs away.
afraid of drowning;
the whole business of love
is to drown in the sea.
Intellectuals plan their repose;
lovers are ashamed to rest.
The lover is always alone.
even surrounded by people;
like water and oil, he remains apart.
The man who goes to the trouble
of giving advice to a lover
get nothing. He's mocked by passion.
Love is like musk. It attracts attention.
Love is a tree, and the lovers are its shade.

~Jalaluddin Rumi~


"Love is the joy of the good, the wonder of the wise, the amazement of the gods."
"At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet."
~Plato~



"Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires,
and a touch that never hurts."
~Charles Dickens

you're the last piece of the puzzle

the last part of the puzzle.you.

looking up into the dark night sky,
i cant help but smile,
as the stars
they sparkle just like your eyes.
and i miss the sound of your voice,
now i know that i made a stupid choice.
and i should've never let you go
i never knew i loved you so.
now i sit here all alone
unable to accept the fact that you're gone
why wont you come back to me?
cant you see what we could be?
we used to just lay on the grass
and let all the time is the world just pass us by
nothing else seemed to matter
it was just you and me.
no one else was more perfect for me
it was like we were meant to be.
you're wonderful
you're beautiful
in my eyes,
you were a blessing sent from above,
you'd put your head on my chest
and i would hold you tight
never letting you out of my sight
when im with you
there's nothing i cant go through
you were light in my darkness
the key to my heart
the reason i still smile everyday
but now that you've left
i feel so torn apart
like theres something missing in me
cause you're the last part of the puzzle
that completes me.

i miss you
and i need you here with me.
i cant go through this,
not alone.
i need you by my side,
day and night.
I still love you,
even against my will.
And i dont wanna feel this way about you
cause i know its time to move on.


-n3Lz-
15/09/08

Gift and Curses.

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

She is the one, but I have a purpose,
she is the one, and I have to fight this,
she is the one, a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

She is the one, all that I wanted,
she is the one, and I will be haunted,
she is the one, this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Confirmation Night!

VanC made this.not confirmation related.xD

nel n mum

nel n joy

Mum n nel

Neloson Isaac Voon has 3 Badges.o.o

Woah!.ant me n bishop sth.xD

Joyce n Nel

nel n Flora

Charm, Nel , Erica

Ant,Marc,Nel,Nat and Nat.

Ant,Nel,Marc,Nat,Nat,Flora~

Charm n nel~

I Was Confirmed on 11/09/08.
whee!
now i am Nelson Isaac Voon..xD
and also others we're confirmed..=)
It was an incredibly fun night dispite the fact that we had to sit there for a long long time.XD
My bum was so damn numb.xD

tagged by drea.

Rule:
The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his / her perfect lover. Have to mention the gender of his / her perfect lover. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Gender of Perfect Lover:
Female

8 Different Points About Perfect Lover:
-Smart
-Nice
-Beautiful
-Active in sports
-Has trust in me
-Has Inner Beauty
-Understands me
-Accepts me for who i am and not what i have.


Hmmm...this is the fun part. I TAG:
Brenda Ong~
Cindyyyyy
Jas
Van
Von
Tiff
YOU
and the WORLD.
:D

RANDOM pics of DOOM.xD

awesome shirt.XD
my other maple char.=)

Left to right : Boa(MEI LENG), Genie,Chinli Jie,Marc sim,Ant Woon, Nel Voon.=) FamousAmos rawks!
LOL?BREN ONG?xD
my maple char!(Zhison) n my penguin!..Eoiin is marc sim.=)
MY Ro char.Kaos.n my guild.we pwn.
lodge art room blew up in 2006






photoshop
FACT?xD











ouch....


A Friend Is
a tissue when you cant stop crying,
a shoulder when you fee llike dying,
always listens when you have something to say,
a week when you just need a day,
a crutch when you have a broken heart,
some glue when everything falls apart,
a sun when the rain just wont stop,
your mum when you run into a cop,
a phone call when you cant leave your home,
a hand when you feel all alone,
wings when you want to fly,
understands without knowing why,
an ear for a secret to tell,
an asprin when you feel unwell,
a love that can never let go.

Sempurna, Perfect.

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Perfect

you are so perfect
you are so beautiful through my eyes
you always make me want to compliment you

every step i take
i will always remember you
i can't imagine my life without your love

don't you ever leave me
i can't go through life without you
only with you i can

you are my blood
you are my heart
you are my life
you make me complete
oh my love you are so...
perfect...perfect...

you held my hands
at times when i am weak and down
you whispered the words and drove my worries away

don't you ever leave me
i can't go through life without you
only with you i can

you are my blood
you are my heart
you are my life
you make me complete
oh my love you are so...
perfect...perfect...

you held my hands
at times when i am weak and down
you whispered the words and drove my worries away

woah!.blast into the past!. :D

Was just flipping through the school magazines and guess what i found?
This really shocked me.ahaha.But it gave me a HAPPY day.


" ||THE POWERRRR OF TAHUN 5.1 || 2004 ||
~It starts with seriousness and ends with fun,
~Prepare to feel the power of 5.1.

~Alvin Simon... smart, friendly and super funny,
~Angel Tan... very quiet, kind of shy but brainy,
~Ben Chai... hard-working and ready to show who's boss,
~Brenda Ting... shy, smart, has skin as smooth as a rose,
~Calvin Chong... never in trouble and very hardworking,
~Charmine Bong... lively, cheerful and always seen smiling,
~Chiah Syin, Chai... small, cute, smart and feisty,
~Crystine Tan... smart, friendly and super tidy,
~Christopher Lau... funny,cheerful and never down,
~Darrell Sia... always smiling, our own little clown,
~Diandra Phua... nice, tall and cheerful,
~Edward Bong... loves laughing and is very playful,
~Emma Ting... a trustworthy prefect and always friendly,
~Eugene Cheok... our playful class monitor, cute and funny,
~Faara, Noor... quiet, pleasant and is the sweetest above them all,
~Felix Wong... smart, quiet, hard-working and has a heart of gold,
~Flora Ong... pretty, smart and can chase people like crazy,
~Ignatius Lim... Quiet at times, playful and laughs like silly,
~James Chuo... artistic, playful and a hilarious guy,
~Kuan Ming, Tan... smart, quite friendly and shy,
~Lorna Chong... good at basketball and always has something to add,
~Melissa Khor... warm-hearted, quiet and never seen sad,
~Michelle Wong... talkative and loves laughing and playing,
~Natalie Choo... cute, helpful and always sharing,
~Nelson Voon... playful,good at basketball and always joking,
~Raymond Thian... loud, hyper and loves playing around and talking,
~Sarah Chuo... tall, loud and loves to laugh and joke around,
~Safira, Sharifah... pretty, funny, always smiling and never down,
~Yasmin, Sharifah Sarah... quiet, shy and lives in her own world,
~Zakwan, Mohd.... funny, friendly and is as flexible as rubber.

~We will end this year with hard work and a smile on our faces,
~For our smiles and laughter are all contagious,
~We may be lazy and noisy or crazy as can be,
~But we are loves for being one BIG CHAOTIC family !

Poem by: Charmaine Bong
Eugene Cheok


I smiled to myself reading this knowing that we were so happy as one big family back then.
Now its sad to say that some of our friends have departed from Lodge School.
You are missed.=)

Most of us are still around but we are in different classes.
Which separates us and now our bond is no longer there.
Lets just hope that one day we'll be back to that
CHAOTIC family we were once upon a time.

And to my closest friends in the year 2004.
I still remember.
The Se7en of Us.

You're all still in my heart and always will be.
Friends Forever!.ahaha!

Alvin Simon
Angel Tan
Charmaine Bong
Flora Ong
Melissa Khor
Eugene Cheok
Nelson Voon


LOLs.

understand

i dont quite understand
I'd say all the words there are
To let you know I love you, start
At the end, and now today
Is how it is and hope it stays

Only you're my inspiration
I don't have a destination
I would stay here, spend my life
All with you until I die.
I miss you already
I miss you so bad
We're not that far, it's not that sad
Wrap your arms around me
I hope this lasts forever
I love you, or is it just me?
I don't want this to end, ever

Every second I think of you
It's your fault, I think it's true
I would trade it all
To hear you say my name
To sum it up: I love you back.
That's all i have to say

walk away with a smile.=)

you're only a memory,
one that won't leave.
you moved on so quickly,
I've been so naive.
our time it seemed endless,
a love that just grew.
it all seemed so perfect,
if only i knew.

but I'm asking you
don't give up on me.

don't look back dear
we're losing ground from our fear
life won't wait through the tears
fading from the years.
and please don't forget
the day that you & i met,
say goodbye at sunset,
walk away with a smile,
walk away with a smile.

I'm left in a winter
a world full of grey.
you've taken the color
that helped me to stay.
i look at the picture
and see something rare,
my ears hear a whisper,
it feels like you're there.

but I'm asking you
don't give up on me.

don't look back dear
we're losing ground from our fear
life won't wait through the tears
fading from the years.
and please don't forget
the day that you & i met,
say goodbye at sunset,
walk away with a smile,
walk away with a smile.

this image,
connects who we are
and who we were back then.
remember me,
keep me in your heart
when we're apart again.
it's time to carry on.
it's time to carry on.

but I'm asking you
don't give up on me.

don't look back dear
we're losing ground from our fear
life won't wait through the tears
fading from the years.
and please don't forget
the day that you & i met,
say goodbye at sunset,
walk away with a smile,
walk away with a smile.

unless you are there with me

Unless you are with me

I can write you a long poem
But it isn’t worth reading
I can make you a song
But it isn’t worth singing
.~.
Unless you are there with me
.~.
I can lay by the lake
From sunrise to sunset
I can walk down a greenbelt
From one path to another
.~.
But it isn’t worth doing
.~.
Unless you are there with me
.~.
I want to live a good life
I want to walk the long road
I want all the happiness in the world
But I only want it with you

tagged by dreaa

Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
no.i think its quite pointless as no1 can actually see it.

Have you ever fell on the bathroom floor?
yes. haha

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before.lol

What did you do today?
play tennis,study sejarah,watch avatar.LOL

Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
yeah...was bored.LOL

Have you had more than 1 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
no.im LOYAL.

Have you ever thought about your death?
yes.

Ever been in love?
trick question?yes.o.o

Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
obviously forever.but not yet i guess?.now its time to PLAY.LOL.jkjk.

What is your favorite sport?
basketball and tennis.

What color is your shower curtain?
i dont have one.==

Have you ever had a fist-fight?
yes.with raymond!.in pri 5.reasons will b left unknown.xD

Did you believe in love at first sight?
yes..i do.happened b4.xD

Do you know how to use chop sticks?
yeappo

Lyrics stuck in your head?
yes. a large variety of songs.

Do you like red or black?
i like em both.esp mixed.

What are you doing tomorrow?
going to SCHOOL..=(

who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
her, her and herrrrrr...LOL

Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
yes. of course.

Have you ever run over an animal?
no?

What is your favorite cereal?
i like CEREAL. no favs.xD

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
YES. :DD

What are you doing right at this moment?
doing this tag. xD...missing her.=P

Do you think its right for guys to get their tongue pierced?
err..its their choice.

Where's your favorite place to be?
anywhere wif my frens and anywhere we can have a blastt!

What's your favorite song?
I love music.no fav.

Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
more coffee..but i do drink both. :DD

Have you ever been skinny dipping?
O.O

Have you ever been arrested?
nope.

Do you talk in your sleep?
lol. yes
I tag:-
brennies
cindy
jas
van
zoe
you

and anyone else who wants to enjoy wasting their time doing this.LOL